I told myself whatever game I played, “I believe I can be the best player I can be one day.” No, I'm not there yet but the process of getting there is what keeps me going: learning how to be time efficient with my skill cooldowns, understanding why people prefer a specific spell rotation, how can I apply an unique view for my style, and the list goes on. Like design, what keeps me going is understanding how people view things the way they do. And what pushes me is how I can find different ways to better understand things for myself and others.